i decided some time ago or it was propositioned that i should not have sex as it further develops the mind . Also as of a different perspective notice things, more intelligently. and cause myself less agrieve as i find myself unable as many other are to find my self interest fullfiled.
i decided i was going to do some things in life,
make a film, i have an interest in customising cars and motorcycles. to some point i cannot retain physical health through anothers ineficiency and at least partly my own even only to balance and yes indeed engaging in some non-violent/no-phsical-contact [not just sitting] but sometimes it can get extereme what with dodging the usual dangers . its always been more or less. lerning suffers from such a fateuge for a few years now. and i compulsively swear as a result of a simillar {-set in other viewpoint-}
and i would make a film about why and how such do people cause others refrain and further different difficultys, to do this i would need to let/loan various propertys /premisis even in fair weather it could be costly.
i would not be able to afford very many brokers or unnececcery middle men as such,
[roddneys].
